Unengineered

I need this
Really, I think I need this
Yes, I know the odds
No, it won't add mods to my life
But I'm sick of the strife
I'm sick of this day to day
Letting me down in every way
I'll be surprised if someone will finally say
"You Win!"
A life can be more fun
When there's something you've finally won
Maybe no others will care
Except when hands out
They say, "Fair is fair!"
Finally I will say "No!"
There's so much of life to go
People will probably still see through me
Even the people who claim they knew he would go far
"Now it's just bizarre
He seems to have disappeared"
I'm off to live the rest of my life
Unengineered